12.24.2008

Yesterday was spent in the kitchen... baking pies, singing songs, feeding my children. It was rich and rewarding. I recently read how stability and love inform one another and bring a deep rich contentment that is hard to explain. It brings me a "calmness of heart that allows a deeper, slower growth."

Never could I have imagined that at Christmas 2008 I would be awaiting the arrival of my fourth child... a child born of another woman... who is now dead. I look at our daughter this Christmas in pictures taken by a loving caregiver. She is so beautiful. I am eager to welcome her into life with us..

3 pumkin pies carved from an heirloom pumpkin
a pecan pie made with love for my father-in-law who loves pecan pie
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currently playing:: Sufjan Stevens' Songs for Christmas : O Holy Night

2 comments:

miz fuhrell said...

bless you and yours as you make the journey of adopting. I am so moved by your generosity of heart.

Debby said...

As we begin 2009, just want to say - you are a good husband, a good father, a good son-in-law, you are a good man.

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